Well I am about to go to sleep knowing that when I wake I am going to be feeling very old.
Why is this you ask? No I’m not turning 50 or 40 or even 30 for that matter but come 1:12am I will offically be the mother of a 10 year old. And yes that makes me feel a little bit old.
But old isn’t the only thing I will feel. I will feel WISE, PROUD, HAPPY, SAD and many other emotions.
WISE because I have learnt so much these last 10 years about my son, myself, life, being a parent. And the things I have learnt in those 4 areas alone is amazing.
PROUD because my son is a beautiful human. He is kind, caring, loving and cute to boot. He’s a kid yes and I’m his mum and he’s not amazing 100% of the time but he is constantly reaffirming how proud I am and how lucky I am he is my son. His good well outweighs his not so good. (The most recent example of this is him doing an Auslan course to help him better communicate with his deaf sister.)
HAPPY for every second of the last 10 years where I have helped him become the person he is.
SAD because the time has gone so fast.
I love this little guy more then I could every possibly hope to explain in this post. My heart is full and warm because I was blessed to bring him into this world, be his mother and his friend. Tomorrow is a day of celebration and I can’t wait 🙂
Our first photo together xoxo